YMonday, October 12, 2009
rocking out kiki's cap in class...
call me crazy...
i don't care...
another photo taken yesterday with baby nur...
:D
current mood: i am in the somebody-said-something-touching-n-is-making-me-feel-emotional mood....
current song: where are you now- Honor Society
okay....
basically..
school effing rocks today...
not really...
maths was cracking my head up into millions of pieces...
and i ended up being in the craziest position i've ever been....
maybe got the "infection" from arthirah..
most probably....
was dancing, singing..
just being a mad person..
yeah...
though in all i can say i enjoyed class today...
n jaszry is reminding me of somebody...
his chracter, behaviour all..
seems so similar to somebody who i do not even wish to remember...
but i have nothing against jaszry though..
he's cool...
n it just happened that i stumbled upon his blog which i would rather say i shouldn't have stumbled upon...
whatever he said on that blog of his is just making me feel a little...
"emotional"....
i mean...
i think that whatever he had said does make sense...
n the situation he describe is so real that i can definitely relate to....
i definitely know what he meant...
every single word he said...
though i UTTERLY...
i repeat...
UTTERLY...
hate him...
i can't help but feel so sorry for him...
im thinking something that i should not be thinking...
the urge to talk to him and ask him if he is alright...
no...
i should not be doing that...
i do not even want to talk to him even to hear his voice...
sometimes i wonder...
maybe i should not have gave up that easily...
but what he did was so horrible that i do not even want to remember a single bit of wonderful times i had with him....
lets just say the feeling is horrible....
though at times now...
i do have the urge that i wanna talk to him whenever i have tough times...
cause he has always been a good listening ear for me during happy times...
i noe it will not be as happy and easy...
hatred burns in my heart like crazy can....?
im terribly half hearted right now....
i think i'll just say tomorrow will one of those boring days...
marketing is horrible can...???!!
lots of laughter, danicng and singing,
NADIA BOOK... :D