YSunday, August 16, 2009


current mood: not too good
current song: fix you- coldplay

i think insanity is gripping on to me hard...
i feel im getting more insane everyday...
certain obsession and addiction are just hard to let go..

i guess i just blew my chance of getting selected for APEC Ambassador...
totally screwed up my interview...
they asked me...
"so why are you proud of singapore..?"
and i answered..
"im proud of singapore coz i get to present and be an ambassador of APEC.." FULLSTOP..!!
what an answer huh..?
im mad..
i felt stupid after that answer...
and i totally made a face in front of the interviewer..
i was totally, unimaginably stupid..!
my interview was the shortest amongst all the other candidate...
when i got down to the mcdees at ngee ann city to meet my mom and dad...
i was on the brink of crying but i didn't....
too ashame to cry in the public...
anyways...
i jst felt horrible coz i wanted to participate badly and i just gave a freaking lousy interview...
there goes my chance...

but...
i got over that stupid feeling by the time i met baby nur...
that girl always make my day....
super duper cute....
imagine..
this adorable baby girl was sleeping and she suddenly wakes up and was about to cry..
but the moment she sees your face...
she smiled so sweetly and adorably at you coz she was happy to see you...?
i was so happy when i saw that...
now i wish i had a another little sibling...

anyways..
i just felt like not going to school tomorrow...
and my teeth is killing me bad..
it's not getting better...
about time to see the doctor again...

and and...
felt sorry for my father...
coz..
LIVERPOOL LOST..
HAHA!!
2-1...
to hotspurs...
ouh..
and arsenal was awesome to beat everton aat everton's home ground 1-6...!!
and manchester united only managed a 1-0 win to birmingham...
so pathetic..
i thought that they can actually do better than that...
but birmingham was awesome to keep them down...
anyways.. its just the first game..
tons of games coming up..
finally my saturdays and sundays nights are filled with soccer again..!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D