YTuesday, June 23, 2009
current mood: i feel... lonely.. :( i need a HUGE HUG...
current song: here (in your arms)- HelloGoodbye
Whispers hello, I miss you quite terribly...
im in need of a BIG dosage of adrenaline right now..
im gonna "die" soon...
its so dreadful, messy and tiresome...
lately...
i miss that feeling...
the feeling of love and trying your every mean to hang to a person you hold dear..
i miss that..
i miss the feeling of when you look forward to everyday seeing your other half face and know that everything's gonna be okay...
i miss the feeling of being secured and protected by someone...
i really miss that...
its been a while since i fall for someone...
like what a year and a half maybe...
i just miss falling in love..
that's it..
im starting to feel lonely now...
well..
i deserve it don't i..??
when a good boy comes along...
having all the qualities that i desire...
i put him aside...
isnt that rather stupid..?
and dear old me end up with nothing..
ouh well...
i'll just have to be patient don't i..??
i know someday the right person will come..
be it fast or slow...
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hmm..
so school was okay for today..
was not too exhilirating nor too dry...
btw, it is SO not funny to mess with my laptop okay..?!!
after school went straight home..
then settle some stuff i have to settle...
im trying to start on my RJ now...
i just hate that kind of question can..?
i mean..
i SO know that i will not get an A..
so why bother asking that kind of question..?
it's stupid isnt it..?
anyways...
im trying hard to rid my mind off some crude and undesirable stuff...
still cant get over some matters that happened during the FIH men's junior hockey world cup and other events also..
i mean like that event is like SO over..
and those stuff still lingers in my mind...
though some were super funny..
and some were disgusting..
and some were just full of anger...
okay..
im trying to fulfill a wishlist...
wishlist:
1. try to forget what happened for the past month.
2. start a fresh everyday.
3. enter class with a smile everyday..(try not to look sleepy and very sian nadia..)
4. try to call up all my friends from wrss...(i miss them loads..)
5. be more lively and try to be irritating (in a good way.. hehe..!)...
6. stop reading all those celeb gossips and rumors and life and hollywood... (so corrupting my mind)
7. treat every person i know with TLC...
8. catch up with my favourite drama serials...
9. try to sleep by 10pm every night..(late nights are definitely taking a toll on me)
10. get over some unrealistic dreams...
11. I SHOULD AND I MUST FULFILL MY WISHLIST...
okay...
im done...
lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D